Friday 31 December 2010

2010


so there i was/am
is what you make it
to can't rebreak it
laid out before is
after is in it
walk the path
do the math
the present is
always moving it
isn't stoppable
is it is probable
no doubt it isn't
it's isn't is in it
change your
mind your
continuity
synchronicity
existing
be is it in it
beginnings present
new endings
that don't

ever



Nam Myoho Renge Kyo

listen

Thursday 30 December 2010

you blow me away (in bondgirl haiku series)


after the moments
that i spend beside your side
i smell you for miles
fever overcomes
my bloodstream as my heart pumps
and all my dreams jump
kiss me here and there
kiss me always in that place
while i touch your face
spying nice prizes
melting away in my hands
smiles subtle smiles








Monday 27 December 2010

The sun rising...(from a long gone mentor)

BUSY old fool, unruly Sun
Why dost thou thus,
Through windows, and through curtains, call on us ?
Must to thy motions lovers' seasons run ?
Saucy pedantic wretch, go chide
Late school-boys and sour prentices
Go tell court-huntsmen that the king will ride,
Call country ants to harvest offices ;
Love, all alike, no season knows nor clime,
Nor hours, days, months, which are the rags of time.

Thy beams so reverend, and strong
Why shouldst thou think ?
I could eclipse and cloud them with a wink,
But that I would not lose her sight so long.
If her eyes have not blinded thine,
Look, and to-morrow late tell me,
Whether both th'Indias of spice and mine
Be where thou left'st them, or lie here with me.
Ask for those kings whom thou saw'st yesterday,
And thou shlt hear, "All here in one bed lay."

She's all states, and princes I ;
Nothing else is ;
Princes do but play us ; compared to this,
All honour's mimic, all wealth and alchemy.
Thou, sun, art half as happy as we,
In that world's contracted thus ;
Thine age asks ease, and since thy duties be
To warm the world, that's done in warming us.
Shine here to us, and thou art everywhere ;
This bed thy center is, these walls thy sphere.



John Donne

Sunday 26 December 2010

give yourself some hands











deadlicate (in haiku series)

snowflakes hovering
outside my double window
spinning in mid air
hitting glass they melt
like liquid helicopters
with frozen pilots
wind takes them over
replacing them wherever
into each other
shrink myself out there
getting closer to the flakes
gliding with soft snow
snows structure cuts air
while air forms their blades of ice
slicing through the sky
the arms of snowflakes
on microscopic levels
can be dangerous

Saturday 25 December 2010

I'm on the shelf...


where were you
when i needed you
save yourself
from the ground
killer her smile
before i walk away
ground yourself
from the days
And you
you turn around
and you stare right at me
but you don't see me
because i'm on the shelf

Wednesday 22 December 2010

Dig

200 (sonnet 09) and «200th official post»


How young and dumb we are all of the time.
I grew up exactly the same way as them
in different shapes and abnormal contexts
spilling into streets and crossing like sheep.
There is only so many ways to rhyme
in times to write down what is on your mind
online pages folded digitally
fucking with sonnet structure and haiku.
I just do what I do because, I am.
I always will be no matter at all,
just a light shining in the galaxy,
sharing light with all of the other ones.
It makes so much sense when you realise
the lives that you touch materialize.

Monday 20 December 2010

un ordinary (sonnet 08)


They all sing and they all dance and they laugh.
They all eat and they all drink and they bathe.
They all sleep and they all dream and they pray
all their dreams and all their sleep are away.
We all see and we all hear and we wake.
We all fear and we all love and we bake.
We all creep and we all sheep and we wolf.
We all drown and we all breathe, cry and weep.
You all stare and you all wear and you wore.
You all stress and you all grind, hustle more.
You all wage and you all war forever.
You all clever living more together.
I said before, feed the trees all their light
shining on us all throughout the cold night.


Wednesday 15 December 2010

no end in it...(in haiku series)


draw your mind inside
fishing all your ideas
filming all your dreams

walk like you mean it
show all your fist and shake it
be just like a man


there's no end in it...

Tuesday 14 December 2010

Mon Coeur...(Words en français from a Swann)

Mon coeur flambé, mon coeur tiraillé, mordu, mon coeur grimpé, escarpé, mon coeur adoré, mon coeur saigné, mon coeur traversé, transpersé, visé, mon coeur torturé, mon coeur aimé, embrassé, mon coeur miroir, mon coeur reflet, mon coeur caramel, mon coeur chocolat, mon coeur de meil, mon coeur dévoré, vidé, funeste, transit, estropié, mon coeur vivant, mon coeur d'espoir, mon coeur amoureux.

Sunday 12 December 2010

Sing it Sam...

Lord I'm poor pilgrim of sorrow,

down on this world, I'm all alone.

I have no hope for tomorrow

and I have no place that I can go.

Sometimes, sometimes, I'm so lonely.

Sometimes I don't know what to do.

I look around to friends for consolation

and I find that they have troubles too.

And I got sisters and brothers, they don't like me

because I'm away from sin.

And I got good friends, my best friends,

they turn against me,

because I'm tryin so hard to win...

Oh Lord! Oh Lord!

Come on Jesus, Oh Lord!

Sometimes! I'm gone, tossed and long and driven!

'til I decided that I was wrong.

That's when I heard of a city called Glory.

And I try to make that city my home.

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Wednesday 8 December 2010

safe with us (sonnet 07)


You stand beside your cooler better self
realising there is no hope for you.
Sad piano plays in all the background
all around you while you can't help but drown.
An arm reaches in the water so deep
it goes on forever into the light.
You can't help but grab onto its skyness.
Solid airness pushing the oxygen
down into where you breathe in the water.
As you reach the surface it's a mirror.
As you get closer it's your reflection.
Skys open up. Water spews out such sighs.
One can always be there for one's such self
for ones whole selfless, suchless, grand reprise.

shake.......it



this remix is just sick



Sunday 5 December 2010

bond girl insomnia (in haiku series)

there was no sleep there
just nice electricity
on then off again
they eat each others
eyes some lips all tongues and skin
there's only bodies
touching their shocking
fingertips long translations
cause sleep was not there
cold knocks at windows
closed by hot heatwaves pushing
on the walls and doors

innocence

Thursday 2 December 2010

the shoguns decapitator (in haiku series)


when you are not scared
and they are all scared of you
you will live vengeance

swing your swords
break your beats in the solid
midnight to high noon

genius has its way
the tracks are so very old
bring out attitude

sea shells remain so
displayed on all the beaches
resting in the sand

Saturday 27 November 2010

green on red




up to no goodness random happy party pics 2010

i didn't exhale?


Vnut n Bnut

check 1-2 can ya hear what i am sayin?

even cowgirls like bald men


classique dance dans la cuisine

Men Without Hats

fly me to the moon....with my ears in yourhands

2010






Thursday 25 November 2010

music and mass destruction...

this is just a nightmare, soon i'm gonna wake up, someone's gonna bring me 'round, running from the bombers, hiding in the forest, running through the fields, laying flat on the ground, just like everybody, stepping over heads, running from the underground, this is your warning... 4 minute warning. i don't wanna hear it, i don't wanna know, i just wanna run and hide, this is just a nightmare, soon i'm gonna wake up, someone's gonna bring me round, this is a warning, 4 minute warning.....

they've been at it since 1945... over 2040 known tests...thats one test every 11.5 days for 65 years...4 minute warning

this is just an ad-lib (sonnet 06)


Sever yourself from what you think you know,
just let it go and lay down on the floor.
Palms up, feet apart thinking your not smart.
As a matter of fact, don't smart at all.
When you are nothing no-one drags you down
cause there's nothing there to grab onto now.
You don't wanna live cause your not alive.
The more you isn't is the need to die.
Running from nothing, cause nothing is there,
running fields of beautiful nothing.
Nothing flowers blooming absolutely
nothing perfectly so non-assuming.
You lay on the ground or lay on the floor,
crash through the wall or go through the door.

Saturday 20 November 2010

101

never too early too late
clothes drying on the line
clocks ticking all in time
hands not turning nor making signs
they were all ready
class has already started and you are
never too early too late
never too late too early
better than never
better than ever
even better bloody battles inherit better bright
i swear you are going to be the death of me
even brutal beginnings beggings interpret breathing boring
i swear you won't remember in the morning
better than never
better than ever
better than ever

Tuesday 16 November 2010

Repetition (sonnet 05) thank you for deviant art




In life you can find whatever you want.
All the music in the world helps you out.
Images surreptitiously displayed
over and over and over again.
You find whatever you can want in life.
The world helps you out in all the music.
Images displayed surreptitiously
again, again and again and again.
Life can find you, whatever want in you
the music helps you out in all the world.
surreptitiously displayed images
again, overagain overagain.
Whatever music surreptitiously
always sees everything in the detail.

Monday 15 November 2010

proving itselfly (in haiku series)


habitual was
searching for a place to crash
beyond the mountains

awakening was
dusting the mountains with snow
to protect the trees

everything is still
instead of moving lightly
back and forth and fro

preservation was
awakening insteadly
proving itselfly

Sunday 14 November 2010

dreamoments (in haiku series)


sweetness holds my taste
a whole day while time stands still
with just one hour left

take me to into
in two more ways i fall in
too shady places

your eyes in my hands
see throughways through thouroughly
you are this moment

can't control be whole
all the moments share my wings
the wind has stolen

Thursday 11 November 2010

The Captain


Coming home after a long, long war. Coming home after a dozen of walks. Coming home after a long, long war. Coming home after a dozen of wars. We are out of wind. We have pock-marked chin. We have lots of water. We turn the other cheek and we win. One thousand stories and soon theres more. We've been offered one more lap to go. In my hand I hold a key, it's dear to me cause I know where it leads. We are out of wind. We have pock-marked chin. We have all this water, we turn the other cheek with a grin.


for remembrance day...

Wednesday 10 November 2010

self inflicted appreciation


hovering over intense events...appreciate your long moment...describe what you will provide...provide what you will do to survive...after you know how to fill in the empty...with something's intentions asking for interference...listening to your best interests suggestions...beside you flying on your inventions...souls you contacted into momentary lapses...where time stops and creates all the gap'ses...breathing's escape your lip'ses and touches your fractures...holding onto the air in the morning...dew on the eyes and heads of autumn trees of approaching winter...form the structures of meditated happenings...believing everything can happen for anything...makes it easier to heal and deal and feel.................

Tuesday 9 November 2010

Not Offenbach...

when i go out on a saturday night i always wear my spandex, it's such a delight, to match with my headband, don't mess with my spikes, my nice leather pants, sure i got sweaty balls, nice old patches on my jacket, all-over shirt stuck in my trousers, come on watch me being metal, more metal than you'll ever be, army boots in, checkin my spandex, leaving you guessing, what is in there, nice shiny balls, with an accept tattoo, Udod Dirkschneider eat your heart out.

Motorgrinding you can look up the paroles yourself!

Friday 5 November 2010

Offenbach...

Belle nuit, oh nuit d'amour, souris à nos ivresses. Nuit plus douce que le jour, oh belle nuit d'amour. Le temps fuit et sans retour emporte nos tendresses. Loin de cet heureux séjour, le temps fuit sans retour. Zéphyrs embrasés. Bercez-nous de vos caresses. Zéphyrs embrasés. Bercez-nous de vos caresses. Donnez-nous nos baisers. Bercez-nous de vos baisers. Belle nuit, oh nuit d'amour. Souris a nos ivresses. Nuit plus douce que le jour, oh belle nuit d'amour, oh belle nuit d'amour, souris a nos ivresses, souris a nos ivresses, nuit d'amour, belle nuit, oh belle nuit d'amour...

je ne peux pas Ă©couter trop de cette chanson lĂ .

Saturday 30 October 2010

Friday 29 October 2010

save ferris.


Yup, I said it before and i'll say it again. Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop to look around once in awhile, you could miss it

Wednesday 27 October 2010

way out

they are there they are
the themes theme-ing thouroughly
thoughts thwart things
in thinking the thinning membranes

through thimbles unfeeling thinkers
thirsty thoughts drink thoughts
brought thourough droughts afterthoughts
thank you for the themes and threats
and thinkers thoughts
thermometer thriving therewith theorum
thawing theocracy
thence theirs
theocentric theodolite
thickened thereupon

theatre life dimension thin(g)(k)s
thinning kinks in thinking things
through the eyes of our mind
thenceforth the thinkers
thrive
thank you
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Sunday 24 October 2010

falls chances...

i remember that i slowed you
by blowing through your hair
i remember that i showed you
by touching through your air
i remember that i owned you
while hanging onto nothing
i remember that i stoned you
while laughing into something
i remember that i show you
something to remember
i remember that your smile
is something to remember
i remember that something
can come from nothing
i remember that autumn
falls into chances on the ground...