Surrendering. ( in haiku series )

instead of pretending
let's all be real
not enough holes
for all the worries
tell me not of what you not
laughing into the black

closing the blinds
let's all be cool
too many domes
for all the parties
tell me all of what you want
screaming into the white

white screams into
the wants of what you told me
parties for domes
all too many
closing cooly the blinds
we are all being

the black laughs into
the nots of what you tell me not
worries for holes
for all enough
really be all
pretending instead of
surrendering